Well chandler,kaeden,karen,an jimmy gave me a good birthday. My mom helped too. Chandler an kaeden played at karens house an drove lighting mequeen. Chandler loved it his eyes got so big. Chandler has not sleept really at all past couple days. He keeps trying to sit up by himself he crunches his own body, its cute. He has two top teeth coming in. He is still having a very hard time with his bowels. He is getting three laxatives an still hasnt went an i feel so bad. He doesn't seem fussy or anything. He just lays there an stares at people,outside,tv ,seahorse. He also has enjoyed watching the birds. I dont know how well he sees them but he likes when they sing. He also got to see my bestfriend kita a couple days ago. Kita is a dog an she is always watching him an making sure he is ok everytime she is here it is so cute. Chandler is almost nine months an i try to not think about him passing because the drs say before a year. But he seems like he is getting better it is so hard to not get your hopes up. He has been on oxygen more lately which is a downfall. My oldest son kaeden has started asking scary question that i have no idea how to answer. He asks how is baby chandler gonna die, when is he gonna die, where will he go, when will he come back, all i can say is idont know kaeden doctors think chandler will not be here on his first bday. Than he says they are wrong they have sassy mouths an that chandler will be five with him. I take it one day at a time an what ever happends i deal with that day an sometimes the next. But more updates later. Hope everyone has a good hoilday weekend.
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